Hang in there matey, it may seem like a million years away, but the next couple of years will melt away faster than you'd think, then your life is truly your own.
It's tough growing up as a jdub, I was lucky in that I had a good bunch of mates, but I kept 'worldly' friends too..
Be happy that you're not hoodwinked by the BS so early in life, it took me forty years to realise my mistake!
Just start planning your future, it's gonna be an epic one! 😀